The testimony of brother Joseph…
As I was contemplating suicide due to mystical illness under the influence of marine spirits, there was a wind that blew in my room.
A voice spoke out of the wind telling me to recite the sinner prayer. I recited the sinner prayer without expecting anything.
Then I said, Lord if you are God, then heal me of such sickness. I tried to test God in order to see if He would intervene immediately, but nothing happened.
This confirmed my suspicion that God doesn’t exist. As I was trying to proceed with my suicide attempt which I scheduled at 3:00 AM, I slumbered.
That was when I began to see the spiritual reality that I was in. I saw myself in a pit fill of darkness. I also saw an angel of darkness descending toward me with full speed and violence with a sword.
He pointed the sword toward me by shouting, today is the day of death. Today is the day of vengeance. Today is the day of retribution. You will die. This was the angel of death who was going to strike and kill me in order to capture my soul.
Then a thunderous voice coming out of heaven said three times: stop. Then the angel stopped instantly. When lifting up my head to look at the source of the light, I saw a huge hand coming down.
The Lord said because of the covenant that I had with his mother, and you come to kill him, but I command you to bless him.
Then the angel said:
I charge thee therefore before God, and the Lord Jesus Christ, who shall judge the quick and the dead at his appearing and His kingdom;
Preach the word; be instant in season, out of season; reprove, rebuke, exhort with all long suffering and doctrine.
For the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine; but after their own lusts shall they heap to themselves teachers, having itching ears;
And they shall turn away their ears from the truth, and shall be turned unto fables (2 Timothy 3:1-4).
Then the hand of the Lord pull me out of the pit. This hand reminded me of the hand of King Kong.